I need my forever and after
Because I am a creature of pain
And I need a purpose
This need doesn't diminish
My Forever into a
Figment of depair
It is not created of me
But I of it
A small strand of Eternity
To be knotted and frayed
And woven
To Be
To Become
To Continue
To Consecrate
The Pain that matters
Not just for hope
But Inherent meaning
In the Vibrancy and Death
Of Life.